too much work + too much thinking + wedding preps + budgeting = STRESS!
i tell you, its not a healthy way of spending your free time.
my head is spinning wildly, thinking of ways to minimize my stress. i went to yoga but sadly, only for two days this week. i want to do it for this whole week but my work schedule does not allow such. one more week and this whole task is over. i just hope it will end successfully or else...
i realized, i really can't stand lousiness and even minute signs of over-passiveness more-so severe insensitivity. the more i explained things and take effort in making people understand, i end up frustrated and disappointed to the point of breaking down. i am aware that i should not expect people to act the way i wanted them to but i also know that important and urgent matters should be taken seriously on priority. i could not for the life of me understand why some people could sacrifice relationships over work. i know work will give us money but giving importance to one simple request should also be taken into consideration. *deep sigh*
i know i am going gaga over petty stuffs lately because i am over-occupied with work. i know i want a pretty wedding with less mess and stress. i know i want to keep relationships strong. i know i want to succeed. i know i want everyone happy. i know i can handle these sudden outburst of emotions. i know i can overcome all these...but i know i can't do this on my own. i just hope "some people" will show more understanding and support.
October 08, 2009
September 26, 2009
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...and i don't even know what title to write for this post.
its just that a looooooooooooooot of things have been going on here and there that i don't even know where to start ranting writing.
okay, september for me is such a crazy/happy/toxic month. first, we just came home from our 4day vacation/wedding preps in cebu. it was such a busy 4 short days. i can't even remember if i had a serious conversation with my parents while i was at home. what i remembered was, when we were on our way to the airport on my last day, my father was driving and randomly asked me about how the preparation was going. good thing, i can still vividly remember our breakfast together. it was pure happiness eating together with them again, sharing piniritong isda and utan kamunggay. december, please come fast so i could have meals like that again. :)
the wedding preparation is doing good, smooth and easy. the meetings we had with our dear supplier friends was such a marathon. i can honestly say, that i absolutely enjoyed it inspite of large eye bags, scorching heat of the sun and sudden rain pour. we've accomplished a lot of things though there were a few mishaps. we enjoyed our engagement shoot with our photographer, charles buenconsejo. most importantly, we were able to spend some time with our dear families in between. it was indeed a success and filled with surprises.
i came back to singapore overjoyed and overwhelmed but slacked down with work. it is a good thing in some ways because i am given the opportunity to shine. but each passing day, i realized how stressful it can be. whew! i just hope i could pull this whole task successfully because i badly need to go back to my yoga for some dose of relaxing and body breaking poses.
i am happy to share that my work visa was upgraded. woohhhooo! visa upgraded also means salary increase *big grin*. i wish with all my heart that this "achievement" would somehow make my sisters attend my wedding *sigh*. but i have learned to move on because there are just some things that are way out of my control. i can only do much. someone up there has the final say.
it's the last week of the month! how time flies sooo fast indeed. we'll be turning 4 years in a few days and will be saying our vows in 95 days. exciting and heart-pounding all at the same time! we already booked our ticket and we are soooo getting married! haha.
i still wish that my sisters will be with us. i hate to think that my family is incomplete during my BIG day. haahhhaaayyyy.
its just that a looooooooooooooot of things have been going on here and there that i don't even know where to start ranting writing.
okay, september for me is such a crazy/happy/toxic month. first, we just came home from our 4day vacation/wedding preps in cebu. it was such a busy 4 short days. i can't even remember if i had a serious conversation with my parents while i was at home. what i remembered was, when we were on our way to the airport on my last day, my father was driving and randomly asked me about how the preparation was going. good thing, i can still vividly remember our breakfast together. it was pure happiness eating together with them again, sharing piniritong isda and utan kamunggay. december, please come fast so i could have meals like that again. :)
the wedding preparation is doing good, smooth and easy. the meetings we had with our dear supplier friends was such a marathon. i can honestly say, that i absolutely enjoyed it inspite of large eye bags, scorching heat of the sun and sudden rain pour. we've accomplished a lot of things though there were a few mishaps. we enjoyed our engagement shoot with our photographer, charles buenconsejo. most importantly, we were able to spend some time with our dear families in between. it was indeed a success and filled with surprises.
i came back to singapore overjoyed and overwhelmed but slacked down with work. it is a good thing in some ways because i am given the opportunity to shine. but each passing day, i realized how stressful it can be. whew! i just hope i could pull this whole task successfully because i badly need to go back to my yoga for some dose of relaxing and body breaking poses.
i am happy to share that my work visa was upgraded. woohhhooo! visa upgraded also means salary increase *big grin*. i wish with all my heart that this "achievement" would somehow make my sisters attend my wedding *sigh*. but i have learned to move on because there are just some things that are way out of my control. i can only do much. someone up there has the final say.
it's the last week of the month! how time flies sooo fast indeed. we'll be turning 4 years in a few days and will be saying our vows in 95 days. exciting and heart-pounding all at the same time! we already booked our ticket and we are soooo getting married! haha.
i still wish that my sisters will be with us. i hate to think that my family is incomplete during my BIG day. haahhhaaayyyy.
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